I know its been awhile, but i just have not been motivated to do much since losing my darling older brother at the beginning of December, it has been so hard to think he will not be there anymore, he was a very special person and he will be missed very much by my boys and everyone he touched, and he touched the hearts of everyone he met, each day it seems like it will only get worse, but it is slowly getting better, i don't cry as much anymore, but i am constantly thinking of him and what he would think of his nephews, he just loved being an Uncle, now he is their Angel Uncle watching over them and keeping them safe.
Heres a pic of him and my mum i used for a canvas recently, it was a very difficult thing to do, i laughed and cried doing this and was more anal than usual when it came to where everything went, i gave it to mum for Christmas.